Monday, August 01, 2005

What would it take?

Dragon Mood? -- idly scuffing her dragon toes in the dirt

It's Monday, it's my lunch hour and I'm sitting here in my Dilbert-esque cubicle, longing to somehow purge whatever is troubling me out of my brain and onto this page.

I am feeling alone, lonely and disconnected. I talked with S about this, again, yesterday. She listened, responded with understanding and concern, and treated me especially kindly for the rest of the day. That felt so good.

I can't even tell what would help me feel better. Quiet? Noisy activity? Walking? Playing the piano? Drawing? Knitting?

I don't know.

But I'm here on this earth, God graces us with a warm, shining sun and it's a beautiful summer day. I am thankful for all those things.

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